Friday, July 13, 2007
hey pig,
there're tons that i wanted to say to you prior to me meeting you. call me a coward. cuz at the end of the night, those words were left unspoken; unsaid. the feelings i had for the past year or so are best left hidden. perharps there is just no need to make clear my feelings. cuz im not the right one for you. And you are not the right for me. maybe i was flummoxed by the way you treated me in the past. silly is the word. i was then. do you know you were the guy whom i've been cryptic about in my blog? if you realise, you were actually the guy who had been hurting me unintentionally. not the uni guy.
so from the conversation last night, i guess the reason why u didnt keep to your promises cuz i wasnt of any priorty to you. im so silly, thinking that you will be one whom i can trust. there i was, waiting, waiting and waiting for those calls, letters and emails. i made a big fool out of myself. haha.
i duno why im telling all these now. you probably wont be reading this anyway. perharps you will only chanced upon this entry few months or years down the road. but well, i just want to get it off my chest. lastly, thanks for the talk last night. it makes me realise things that i've never known before. the load is finally off my chest and im not troubled over this problem.
i believe we make good friends and i will love to keep it that way too. dun worry about me. i've moved on already. (: dun stop believing in yourself k. im sure you will find the right one soon.
lastly, sorry for being 'open' in such a way. i just cant bring myself telling you all these face to face. friends forever ya. (:
2:21 AM
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